IT whiz!

I'm having a serious fear of getting out of the house

2009-08-22T20:10:00.001-07:00

as the title says, i have a fear of getting out of the house. even if it is near my house, i wouldn't go too. whatever shirt i wear, i do not look normal. i have no idea what to do. i exercise everyday, but my chest still doesn't get firm. i am seriously tired. every time i go out, people will look at me with wierd looks. I AM JUST HAVING HORMONAL IMBALANCE. why must they make it look like i went to a plastic surgeon and ask them to do something. every time i want to make my way to HOG, a food court or even a shopping mall, i have to think thoroughly what to wear so as to make it less obvious. it's hard for me to continue like this. adryan always make fun of me and it doesn't feel a little funny to me at all. what if he was the one with this prob? i'm tired...

MOCK week: E maths paper 1

2009-07-28T02:08:00.001-07:00

must say, the nan hua paper is quite challenging. felt that i still had a lot to learn. haiz, hope that tomorow the paper 2 i can make it. well, have to go now, need to study. decided to buy yoyo from a local store. quite cool. it's known as fast 201. here's the link http://store.spinworkx.com/

MOCK week

2009-07-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

MOCK exams! haha so exciting! dunno why lei. just the sense of adrenaline filling my blood vessels. now just remember! knowing yr facts will get u out of the MOCK week! hahahaha

Sianz! today dunnoe wat i'm doing!

2009-07-25T03:11:00.000-07:00

I'm practically slacking now. totally bored and tired and i had my 8 hours of sleep! just what the heck is wrong with me! don't even feel like moving today. but well, what i promised wei ling,jorine they all, i tomorow have to go to HOG for the service. though i dunnoe whether i can take it or not, a promise is a promise! going for running later at 7 then come back eat do homework.AH!

Wah today damm bored.

2009-07-23T23:44:00.000-07:00

haha hi everybody! it's been damm tiring today. don't even know what i'm doing at school. just did revision and going back to it after 1 hour. haha. now listening to music. Jennifr hudson's 'spotlight' !

To this guy who named himself AAA

2009-07-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

hey. sorry no offense here. i think i know who u are. it's just that i cannot do it without evidence. so let me tell u wat. by PLACING A COMMENT ON MY BLOG, DO U KNOW THAT I CAN TRACK U DOWN WITH YOUR IP ADDRESS! DON'T BE STUPID THINKING THAT U CAN DO ALL THIS BEHIND THE COMPUTER!

Let's REVIVE this blog!

2009-07-22T03:19:00.000-07:00

So sorry for not writing anymore. as my o lvls are reaching, i did not bother to update it anymore. but well, let's revive it! i hope it works. hahahaha. all right. let's start off with the TCL incident. let me show u the link and how angry i am with it. it's totally stupid! www.singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=79365

Funniest day and saddest day of my life

2009-05-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

HAHA. didn't know that there was a schedule for today. blur blur went school at 7 plus. then went to class slept. plus chor lin was bullied by thaddeus that group again. so funny. his reactions can be sometimes very very funny. haha. anyway saddest day also as i got back my report book. wasn't even a little satisfied with my result. in the comment wrote. derrick had shown improvement but he's still in the danger zone. argh. dang. it's like the emergency clock sirening in my ear. haha. nly two words. BUCK UP!

Still confused

2009-05-28T05:15:00.001-07:00

since i came from monfort, i found it hard to adjust myself to a surrounding where there are girls in the school. secondary one, i had to figure out how to communicate, how to adjust myself to the surroundings that obviously sucks and i had to know when to maintain a smile. times were hard man. it wasn't easy as everything came down rough on me. i had to leave the place i dreaded most, my auntie's house where i was forced to study. though i was happy, my parents weren't. let's think, is it better to have a harmonious family rather than one that is chaiotic? i totally had to leave there as we will have an argument almost every week. but thank god, mr chia was there. he helped me in a lot of aspects. study, mentally and motivation that he gave me. throughout the sec 1 and 2 lives of mine, two of my closest friends left the country. i at that time felt lost, insecured. but then when life came to sec 3, mr chia, jen and zuraidah weren't there anymore. they had left. unable to do anything, i was seriously dissapointed at myself. for what? unable to make more friends, changing enemies into friends. at that time, i felt like i was a failure. i decided to make more friends in the sec 3 year and i succeeded. however, i did not know where i belong. it was a total mess. i stopped at that point and thought to myself. am i ever going to make freinds that are closed to me like i was in primary school? nobody sort of understand me and they thought they do? there are groups like infocomm, AVA, HOG church, monfortians and Elchemi IT instructors. however i don't feel attached at all. when i was in primary school, i went to City harvest church. i had friends there. he had a difference, he had 7 fingers. when i first knew him, i did not pity him, instead i accepted him readily as a friend. he told me everything he had, secrets, friends and troubles that he has. however now i do not know what's the meaning of friends. at HOG i feel that they were too ready accepting, over friendly and a little scary to me. at infocomm, i had the attachment but when the new IT instructor came in, i sort of abandoned it. he had tonnes of vulgarities to say and i hated the fact. AVA was alright however i did not want to be part of the quad(mui na, weilin, etc). let's just say this. one sentence. Still confused, no where to go. need help but no where to find. however i'm still gonna keep that smie on my face so that people don't know when i'm sad or angry. i want to help others but find myself in turmoil.

wah the MT intensive aren't so bad after all

2009-05-27T03:01:00.000-07:00

though there are some classes in the MT intensive that are quite boring, especially the guys teachers, it's not that bad after all. i got a little ill during the intensive just now, like a pregnant woman bout to give birth like that, kept wanting to vomit, but well luckily i got home in time. had a little fever and now after eating some medicine, feel much better. I'm determined to get straight A1's for chinese. and not HOPEFULLY! haha

AH!!!! Adam didn't win

2009-05-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

AH!!!! Adam didn't win! i'm so mad now. why are the girls so crazy about kris allen? sorry to say this, but whenever he sings, i feel irritated. you know why? his mouth will move here and there like he put wax on it! ARGH! the same thing happened again. 3 times. jennifer hudson, david cook and now this. what the heck are they thinking? this show is about unique singing talent not looks. i could find 1 million guys who look better than him! hiya, good luck to adam! all the best! if u come out with an album i'll buy one

AHHHHH!

2009-05-19T04:42:00.001-07:00

Alright tis is not about the exams. this is about a game in the psp that i'm absolutely addicted too and i'm so stupid! i could have gotten a sword that is so powerful but i missed it and the only thing is that, i can not return to the map! AH! i want kill myself. why did i miss that? anyway, the exams except for a maths and com sci, the others are chicken feet. planned it out like the water flow. haha. happy faces. ciassu...

GREEN DAY!

2009-05-15T20:11:00.001-07:00

YES! the brand new album of the rock band green day has come out! i got it and i felt that the quality of the music is superb. i will be placing one of the songs on my blog so check it out!

oh anyway my blog is damm weird

2009-05-11T03:19:00.001-07:00

don't ask me why i placed the cbox and the links at the bottom. just can't find the right place

holding the buddha's leg at the last minute

2009-05-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

This phrase has ranged at my ear for so many times, i just don't know how to plan my time. what am i suppose to do? now all i have to do now is chiong. hai sian

EXAMS made me think of philosophies

2009-05-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

WAh i think i going nuts l.iao. whenever i study i come up with philosophies that are damm weird. it's just after the languages paper and i'm relieve. i hope i did my chinese teacher proud and myself. haha. and also dunno why nowadays keep listening to Final Fantasy X songs. damm sad. how i wish got the ps2 console and the game. i definately chiong. sianz. gonna take a nap again. bb

You will definately enjoy this song!

2009-04-27T04:22:00.001-07:00

Have you guys heard of Dead and gone? although it's a rap music, it's quite cool. it talks about real life things. when you face problems in life, solve it, fixed it and it will all be ok. check out the music in my playlist!

David Archuleta in Singapore!

2009-04-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

HAHA! My second idol of choice! DA is here! OMG can't believe my eyes. when he was signing my autograph, he was just in front of me. it was so tense that i dared not look up. he's so awesome despite he is so young. why am i not living in USA? if i was, i would jump upon the opportunity to get into American Idol and become like him, roaming earth as if it was free. I hope that he would come back again and have a concert for us men. just look at the crowd, it's insane and he is so cool. looking at him upclose gave me the feeling of becoming him! HAHA .
if the band called the fray comes, i'll go crazy. or even ryan seacrest. thanks a lot to www.davidarchuleta.sg and the SG archies plus the organisers and supporters of this event as this is the best that Singapore had gotten from a foreign musician so far!

So sad! Toradora has ended!!!!

2009-03-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

OMG! the anime only lasted for what seems like a 25 weeks schedule and tadah! it's over. the ending has a little synchro as its quite cool but dun get the part bout taiga coming back to the school. however, there might be a second season. who knows? but they have already ended schooling. anyway here's the link to the last epi
http://www.narutowire.com/watch/8efe3af0421fd3921b42/Toradora-Episode-25

IT Fair

2009-03-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

Wow it was crazy. i went on Friday and it was at least i had a space to walk. but today when i went, i felt like a balloon that's going to burst.My dad and i were like damm mad and wanted to get out, hoping that we nvr were here b4. Luckily it's over. Tml i will start my 5 day exercise plan. the aim? to lose 2 Kg. is it possible? well, we will only know when Friday comes or those who will see me on monday! heehee

Night cycling!

2009-03-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

Wow just went cycling around the neighbourhood. From hougang to Serangoon then to Kovan and then back home. Stop by a few places. For example, my school that i went to for my lower sec yrs. it's still uncompleted but the structure is out. it looks magnificent! too bad it was too dark or else there will be some pix. then i went to the Durian 24 emicakes shop to get some cakes. they were awesome. then i cycled to kovan where i saw auntie Genie's office(the person that i dislike). i dislike her for some personal reasons that i have with her and her household. she is my Father's friend. so i saw the paya lebar cc. it was quite fun as they were having a performance. i took a look and i left. it's quite fruitful to go round the neighbourhood. try it yrself!

Long time no post!

2009-02-23T05:26:00.000-08:00

Ha ha too busy with works these days, mostly tests. the common test are about to come and I'm still not prepared for it. OMG. wouldn't want the word "FAILED" in my test paper.
anyway today my form teacher talked to us about underage sex during FT period. didn't know that Singapore still had so many of such cases as it looks like everybody in Singapore is so pleasant. Roy's birthday was yesterday and most of the sec 2F people contributed to the mirror that he said was about my height. though i only contributed money for it and didn't see it myself, I'm glad he likes what Dawn chose.
got to go... CYA

Quarrels

2009-01-15T12:53:00.000-08:00

Aiya. i got damm sick of my family liao. They keep giving me 'attitude' to see and i always had to fight back. From now on, i will be smarter. If there is nothing at home that i need to do, i will not stay at home in the afternoon. I will stay at school to finish up my homework. Hope that that will work sucessfully. haha

Busy Day

2009-01-02T01:35:00.001-08:00

Wow. Today reach school like rush hour that kind of feeling. Have to prepare this and that for sec 1 CCA. Hmm, wonder how many will join this year. Well anyway, i still have to plan this and that plus help dawn get her hack manga that i promise her. Haha. busy day ahead. will post when have the time.Chao!

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to one and all! It's another brand new year to start with and i hope that everybody will be happy.haha.
here's my new year resolution:
-Slim down
-Get good results for O lvls
-Have a quiet place to study without the interference of my nephew
-and finally, wishing u all a happy new year!

Hate my aunts

2008-12-29T09:57:00.000-08:00

Sorry to say this, but i hate my aunts. on my birthday,they treated it as another normal day without even saying a word to me like happy birthday or anything like that. it left me very mad. but on my elder sis birthday,they could remember it like clear water. even asking her whether she wants a ang bao. But at least one of my aunts, the third asked me whether i wanted any thing. it was quite pleasing to have a person remember your birthday other than my own family members. Although she's poor, she did not hesitate to give me an ang bao. Thanks to her, i realised that at least one other person is good to me. Thanks a lot.